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  She met his gaze unflinching as he continued to search for something in the depths of her gaze. Finally, he said, “We haven’t given you a safe word yet, because we really haven’t gotten that far into exploring the D/s dynamic.”

  “Safe word?” Jillian was pretty certain she understood what that was. But she waited, knowing one of them would explain it to her.

  “A word that you wouldn’t normally use, that, once you say it, ends the scene we’re in immediately. You use your safe word whenever you want what’s happening to stop.”

  “Oh.” Yep, she’d known what it was. Robert must have mistaken the look on her face.

  “Safe, sane, and consensual. Remember?”

  “Yes, of course I remember. And I trust you to stop. But…I also trust you to give me what I need. Robert, I don’t know why, or even how I know this, but I do. I really need this.”

  She felt a little bad, putting Robert on the spot this way. But he and David had both said that they would give her what she needed. She’d never trusted this much—or maybe it was a crazy combination of hope mixed with trust. Whichever, she trusted these men to do what they said they would do—give her what she needed.

  “Give me a safe word, then, Jillian. Something that you’ll think of that wouldn’t normally be something to pass your lips during a scene.”

  The first word that popped into her head was her son’s name. Oh, that is so not going to be it. But she couldn’t dislodge the concept so she said, “Marines.”

  Robert’s response was to raise one eyebrow. She had to work at maintaining eye contact, and neither squirming nor laughing. She thought she might be a bit embarrassed if he was to follow her logic and discover why she’d chosen the word.

  Robert nodded. “Marines it is.” Then he drew her closer to him until she could feel him pressed against her entire body—as she was pressed against his. When he combed his fingers through her hair and gently pulled, tilting her head up, she licked her lips and opened her mouth, ready to give him whatever he wanted. Just the idea of submitting to these men caused shivers to run up and down her spine. They had only just begun this relationship, and she wanted so much more.

  Jillian wanted everything

  “I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get enough of you.” Robert’s whispered words brushed her face a second before he laid his lips on hers. His hot, wet flavor arrowed straight to her cunt. It didn’t matter that she’d had this man already today. She wanted him again with a fervor that shocked her.

  She didn’t think she’d ever be able to get enough of him, either.

  She twined her tongue with his, the silky and sensuous dance feeling like need, greed, and hunger all rolled up in one. She loved the way he kissed, loved his flavor, and totally loved the way he oh so easily bent her to his will. His tongue mastered her, in the same way his cock mastered her, and that mastery fulfilled dreams she’d never fully acknowledged.

  David placed his hands on her shoulders and squeezed gently.

  Robert released her to him and David turned her into his embrace. Oh, yes. He’d stripped, and his hot, buff body drew her like a magnet. She wrapped her arms around him, rubbed her breasts against his chest, and gave him her mouth. There, yes, there it was! The taste of him on her tongue, mingling with the taste of his brother, had recently become her favorite double-dip flavor. He stroked her back with his hands, soothing her from neck to ass, and she felt herself melting just a little more. He sucked her tongue into his mouth, groaning deep in his chest when she surrendered, and she felt her arousal climb just a little more.

  When she instinctively undulated her hips to try and rub her pussy against his cock, he smiled in the middle of their kiss and returned the favor, grinding just a little against her.

  He was hot, hard, and tempting in the extreme. Jillian shivered with delight from the sensation of his cock nestled against her.

  Robert stepped into her, flush with her back. The awareness of his flesh touching hers, of his rigid cock lying at the small of her back and his balls brushing lightly against her ass crack made her reach for him even as her tongue continued to play with David’s.

  Robert kissed the palm of her hand and then helped her put both hands around his neck.

  He ran his hands down her sides in a lazy and languid caress. His long fingers stroking over the plump sides of her breasts made her nipples draw up even tighter.

  David brought one hand up to touch her face, and then eased his lips from hers. “Let me get ready for you, baby.”

  Robert drew her closer to him and cupped her breasts as she watched David reach for the condoms. He pinched her nipples lightly between his thumbs and forefingers, and Jillian groaned. She could feel more moisture gathering in her pussy and marveled that it wasn’t running down her leg.

  David held out one small foil packet to her. She unlaced her fingers from around Robert’s neck, took his offering, then watched as he tore the second open and sheathed himself.

  She got such a thrill watching him do that and because she felt the urge, she reached out and caressed his cock, as if she wanted to help him ensure the latex was in place properly. She loved the feel of his condom-covered cock. The barrier might reduce slightly the amount of sensation for him, but her hand slid so easily over it. Jillian shivered with lust.

  David grinned at her. “Minx.” He removed her hand from him and crawled onto the bed, stretching out on his back when he reached the middle of it. “Put that rubber on my brother and then get your sweet little body over here and impale your hot little cunt on my cock.”

  Had she ever believed the man didn’t possess the same “Dom” genes as Robert? She returned his cheeky-looking grin and said, “Yes, Sir. Right away, Sir.”

  “Baby, you’re just begging for a spanking, aren’t you?”

  She’d turned around so that she faced Robert. She’d stretched up to kiss him, but at David’s question, she looked over her shoulder at him.

  “It got me so hot. I never knew I would love being spanked. It made my pussy weep for your cocks.”

  “Jesus, woman. Hurry up. My cock is starting to weep for your pussy, if you know what I mean.”

  Jillian flicked her gaze downward and could just make out the tiny jewel-like drop of moisture captured by the latex. She grinned back at David and then returned her attention to Robert. She reached up with her left hand and stroked his face. Unlike David, Robert’s gaze held no humor. She could feel the tension strumming through him. He really was conflicted between wanting to give her what she said she needed, and hurting her. “My trust in you is absolute. I need this more than I’ve ever needed anything, but I will use my safe word if it’s more than I can take.”

  Her fingers shook as she tore open the package and extracted the condom. She flipped it over so it was the right way, and rolled it onto Robert’s cock, smoothing it down until he was covered, tip to base.

  Robert reached down and took hold of her hand, and she knew he wanted her to wrap her fingers around his shaft. When she did, he covered her fingers with his own.

  Jillian looked up into his deep and in some ways too-old eyes. In that moment she did her best to let him see every bit of love she held in her heart for him.

  He stroked her face. “Are you wet, my little sub, or do you need a bit of lube on your pussy before you mount your other master?”

  “I’m wet. I’m always wet when I’m with my masters.”

  Robert bent close, and gave her a light, nearly chaste kiss. Then he turned her around and practically lifted her onto the bed.

  In that moment, Jillian felt as if he was giving her to his brother. David’s hands took command of her, reaching for her and lifting her until she was suspended above him. How strong he was, to hold her aloft that way. Jillian opened her legs, ready to straddle him. As he began to lower her, she reached down, caressed his cock and positioned it where she needed it, right at the opening of her slit.

  And then she si
ghed with complete pleasure as she slowly slid down onto him, her cunt taking his cock into her body inch by glorious inch until he was buried to the hilt inside her.

  “Mmm, David, your cock feels so good inside me. That full feeling…it’s so good.” She leaned over him and used her hands on his chest for leverage as she began to ride him, moving up and down on his cock in a slow, sensuous rhythm.

  “You’re going to be a lot fuller in a few moments, sweetie.”

  Jillian looked over her shoulder. “Good. I can hardly wait.”

  David pinched her left nipple, making her gasp and pivot her attention to him.

  “Eyes on me, baby. I want your full attention.”

  “Yes, Sir.” Jillian knew what he was doing. While a tiny part of her bristled at the implied lack of faith, she understood his motivation, and knew that motivation came from his heart.

  He wanted her gaze on his so he would know by the expression on her face if taking Robert’s cock became too much for her.

  He, too, knew what hurting her would do to his brother. Gratitude for him, for his deep concern, not only for her comfort but for Robert’s sensibilities swelled her heart and heated her blood. She flexed her pelvic floor muscles, giving his cock a long, rippling caress.

  “Mmm, baby, that felt good. Do it again.”

  She did, and groaned when he returned the favor, flexing his cock inside her vaginal tunnel. His presence there, the girth and the length and the pulse of him thrilled her to her core.

  Jillian felt Robert get onto the bed, and the heat from his body seeped into hers, like a comforting blanket surrounding her. She gasped when he stroked between her ass cheeks, spreading a cool and silky lubricant back and forth over her anal opening.

  When he pressed against the rosebud of her anus with his finger, the muscles barely protested before they opened and let him in.

  “Oh, yes. That feels so good.” Jillian shivered, the sensation somehow dark yet delicious as Robert moved his finger in a circle, widening that opening, working to stretch her.

  He bent over her and kissed her shoulder, then licked the shell of her ear as he pulled his finger out of her ass. When she felt him come back just a couple of seconds later, it was with more lube, and another digit to join the first.

  She stopped moving on David’s cock when he grasped her hips and held her still on him. Because she kept her gaze locked on David’s face, she saw when he flicked a glance over her shoulder. He brought his attention back to her.

  “Lean this way just a little, baby, and give Robert better access to that pretty little ass of yours. Breathe deeply, and try to relax your hips and legs.”

  Relaxation might be a problem because she was so damned excited, and wanted this so badly. But she did her best, inhaling deeply, and willed her muscles not to clench.

  Robert eased his fingers out of her ass, and moved forward on the bed. He used his hands to grasp the globes of her ass, spreading her cheeks. Then he pressed his cock against her tiny rosebud, and she inhaled sharply.

  “Your cock is so hot and it feels so good touching all those little nerve endings when you…oh, God, yes!”

  Robert kept the head of his cock centered on her anus and pressed forward with a steady kind of pressure that felt firm and relentless. Jillian instinctively flexed her pelvic floor muscles even as she tried not to. Breathing deeply, she willed her hips and thighs to release their tension.

  “Such a sweet little submissive.” Robert’s words of praise caressed her emotions just as surely as David’s hands caressed her shoulders and arms.

  Jillian felt her anus open, and shivered as her body stretched, and burned. The burning seemed to trigger something deep inside her that ignited her nipples and her clit, making them tingle and swell, and she moaned in pure pleasure.

  Robert eased back, then pressed forward again, and then again and again. The burn morphed into a pain both real and substantial, a pain she understood and embraced. Erotic pain. It had to be, because the sensation stoked her arousal, speeding her heart and making her long for release.

  “Don’t come, Jillian. Not until I tell you that you can.”

  “It feels so…mmm…” She lost the ability to form a coherent sentence, as the erotic swirl enveloped every part of her, pushing her higher and higher. Her skin crackled with electric thrills, and she wondered if she could hold off coming as her master demanded.

  Jillian inhaled deeply and could smell both of her lovers, the aromas of the two men different and yet similar in the way it affected her. Their flesh pressed against her front and back, hirsute skin over strong masculine muscle, skin that felt and smelt so different from her own. Their heat became her heat, and their cocks… Jillian moaned, unable to still her hips as she tilted her ass just slightly up and back, following the urge to embed Robert’s cock even deeper in her ass.

  “No, Jillian, not yet. Hold still. Let me…You’re so tight, sweetie. God, you feel so damn good.”

  She heard him fighting for control, and though she wanted to move, wanted to pleasure both of the men inside her body, she stilled. Breathing deeply, she fought her urge to fuck them. Her hips remained unmoving, but she couldn’t prevent the shivers that ran up and down her spine.

  Robert groaned as he slid all the way into her. The sensation of his balls bouncing against the base of her cunt nearly made her come right then and there.

  “I’m in. Just hold still for one more…”

  “Christ, her cunt just got incredibly tight. I’ve never felt anything quite so wonderful.”

  Robert inhaled. “Jillian? Are you all right?”

  She guessed he asked because she’d managed to stay still. She had to stay still, because of the enormity of having them both inside her. Not just that she felt stretched and full beyond her wildest dreams. It was more than that. She felt more complete than she’d ever believed she could. The moment felt sacred, and she wanted to absorb it completely, commit each and every sensation to memory. Incredibly, miraculously, Jillian understood somehow, holding both of her lovers within her body, together, actually healed her.

  “Jillian?”

  “So perfect… I love it. It’s….” The spell now broken, the urge to move, to race for her orgasm overpowered all else. “Oh, oh, please. Fuck me. Please.” She’d thought to hold it close, keep it there, all of it, but she couldn’t. Pyrotechnics seemed to be exploding all over her body, like a fireworks factory set ablaze. Her hips began to twitch, down and in, back and out, and she couldn’t stop it, could barely control it. Her hips moved, and she became enslaved to the compulsion that drove her.

  Robert proved that he could read her, that he knew her, better than she knew herself. “It’s all right, sweetie. Take what you need, Jillian. We’re here for you. That’s it, oh, God, yes, that’s so fucking good. Fuck us both, honey.”

  They didn’t exert their usual control, they didn’t move, but let her do the work, and she shivered and quivered as her hips moved of their own accord. She couldn’t manage smooth, rhythmic motion. Instead, she gave them irregular, jerky movement that quickly spun out of her control.

  She felt their cocks moving inside her, reveled in the friction as they brushed along her inner tunnels, and she whimpered as those explosions continued and her climax beckoned.

  And then, between one heartbeat and the next, her rapture burst, hot, heavy, and hard. Jillian screamed as wave after wave of total bliss swamped her, washing through her in a flood of sensation entwined with almost overwhelming emotion.

  “Oh, God, yes, yes, I…I can’t…” She wanted to say she couldn’t keep coming, but her body refused logic, or control, and the spasms continued to flood her heart and mind, body and soul.

  Chapter 15

  “I can tell where your mind has wandered to.”

  Robert blinked, shot a quick glance over to his brother, and then turned his head toward his cousin, Jake. The three of them were alone in the small kitchen at the back of the c
linic. Jake had come over because he’d seen Jillian over at Lusty Appetites having lunch with Kate, he’d said, and it had reminded him he’d wanted to check in with the Drs. Jessop to see if their new hire was working out, or not.

  Of course, Robert had leveled with the man who currently was the administrator of the Town Trust, and entitled to such information. He told Jake that he and David had already developed a very personal relationship with Jillian, and that as far as they were concerned, she was perfect.

  Now Robert focused on Jake, and realized the man must have known that all along. He’d really come over to just rib them both.

  Robert had heard of the time Jake and Adam had courting their Ginny—especially the way she’d more or less taken the rendering of justice into her own hands. He admitted to himself that if he’d been in town at the time, he would have given Jake and Adam as hard a time as possible.

  That was, after all, what family was all about.

  Jake chuckled. “The uncles seem more than pleased with her, too. I didn’t really have any doubts. Frankly, the fact that Kate came and invited her to lunch kind of speaks for itself.”

  David grinned. “No one has better instincts when it comes to people than Kate Benedict. She was over here yesterday subtly trying to get information out of Jillian with regard to our impending baby boom.”

  “I’d place a bet and say that Kate left with absolutely no more information than she arrived with.”

  “You’d win that bet,” Robert said. “In fact, Jillian didn’t even leave Kate alone in her office.”

  David’s grin spoke of his pride in their woman, and it was an emotion Robert felt as well. “It seems her aunt was very forthcoming,” David said, “with every bit of information she felt Jillian would need, especially the fact that Kate maintained her certification as an RN up until last year.”

  “Imparted, I’m sure, under the heading ‘if there’s an emergency and you need a trained eye’,” Jake said.